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it has been years since i’ve seen you happy,
years of endless joy no one can measure,
i can still recall your presence in my memory each day and all night,
with warmth that can never be the same and the following days to come.

i find bravery in you when you assert some discussion,
looks natural to me with that full of passion,
the nature in you seemed pure and realistic,
nothing can drag you down, you’re the envy of few!

but, what i see now is so much more than words can say,
i see you crying with a lot of pain,
and, the loss you’re searching for deepened more than fear,
sadness darkens this lonely road tonight.

i see you standing there looking at a distant,
clouded with loneliness even day turned night,
how cruel this world offer and life be?
no one dares to listen, all the way alone to nowhere.

i want to touch you and give you comfort,
i will love you and feel your long forgotten ways,
the hope you thirst for is within reach now and ever,
i’ll stay and be by your side forever,
you will never be scared again tonight.

but, what can i do you already made a decision,
i never thought that i was late and you already left,
the burden you shoulder is more treacherous and destructive,
you choose to be silenced and vanished without a trace,
with only a note praying death would come soon to an end.